Tuesday, October 6, 2009

SISSY SLUT TRAINING.

THIS IS MY NEW SISSY SLUT TRAINING GAG, IT IS LOCKED ON AND CANNOT BE REMOVED. THE TRAINING GAG FORCES ME TO KEEP MY MOUTH OPEN AND I WEAR THIS FOR A FEW HOURS EVERY DAY, USUALLY WHEN I AM DOING THE HOUSEWORK. I AM ALSO KEPT IN BONDAGE CHAINS, BUT CAN STILL SERVE MY MISTRESS WHILE MY MOUTH IS BEING TRAINED.
THIS IS MY NEW DISIPLINE HOOD, MISTRESS FORCES ME TO WEAR THIS WHEN I HAVE DISPLEASED HER. COMBINED WITH MY NEW SISSY SLUT TRAINING GAG, I AM HUMILIATED AND OBEDIENT TO MY MISTRESS.
MISTRESS KNOWS I NEED A LOT OF PRACTICE TO BECOME A SISSY SLUT AND THERE IS NOT ALWAYS A COCK FOR ME TO PRACTICE ON, SO I MUST SPEND AN HOUR EACH DAY LEARNING TO SUCK PROPERLY ON THE BUTT PLUG.
THE REAL PURPOSE OF THE BUTT PLUG IS TO KEEP MY SISSY HOLE OPEN.
MISTRESS JADE HAS SECURED A RING INTO THE BASE OF THE BUTT PLUG, AND HAS DEVISED A WAY FOR THE PLUG TO BE CHAINED INTO PLACE SO IT CANNOT BE REMOVED. I WEAR THE PLUG FOR SEVERAL HOURS EACH DAY.

MISTRESS HAS ALSO COME UP WITH A SPECIAL 'BINDING' FOR MY SISSY CLITTY, AND THIS PREVENTS ME FROM HAVING AN ERECTION. MISTRESS BELIEVES THAT IN TIME, THIS "CLITTY BINDING" WILL MAKE ME TOTALLY IMPOTENT AND I WILL NEVER BE PERMITTED AN ERECT COCK AGAIN.

SO THERE HAVE BEEN A LOT OF CHANGES RECENTLY FOR SISSY SLAVE LAURA, AND MISTRESS IS DETERMINED TO CONTINUE WITH MY FEMINIZATION, AND TRAINING ME TO BE A SISSY SLUT AND SLAVE.

SISSY WILL NEVER BE SET FREE.



Saturday, October 3, 2009

SISSY SLAVE IN BONDAGE


AS A SISSY SLAVE, I KNOW I WILL SPEND A LOT OF TIME LOCKED IN BONDAGE RESTRAINTS.

I MUST SERVE MY MISTRESS, I HAVE MANY DUTIES TO PERFORM, AND SO I AM NOT ALWAYS SECURED INTO BONDAGE.

WHEN I AM NOT NEEDED BY MY MISTRESS, THEN I AM CHAINED UP AND LOCKED AWAY, JUST AS ALL FEMINIZED SISSY SLAVES SHOULD BE.

Friday, October 2, 2009

FEMINIZED SISSY MAID



SISSY SLAVE LAURA


MISTRESS JADE HAS TOLD ME IT WILL TAKE A LONG TIME FOR ME TO BE FULLY FEMINIZED, AND TO BECOME A REAL SISSY SLAVE, BUT AT LEAST NOW MISTRESS HAS ALL THOSE PHOTOS OF ME AND I MUST OBEY HER AT ALL TIMES.

SOMETIMES IT IS HARD TO BE A SISSY SLAVE, ESPECIALLY AS MISTRESS HAS DECIDED THAT I AM TO HAVE NO SEXUAL PLEASURE, THAT I AM TO BE TRAINED TO GIVE PLEASURE TO OTHERS, AND HAVE NONE FOR MYSELF. WHEN I WAS TOLD I WAS TO HAVE NO SEX, THAT WAS THE MOMENT I KNEW THAT I WOULD BACK OUT OF THIS. BUT WITH THOSE PHOTOS IN HER POSSESSION, I AM UNABLE TO CHANGE MY MIND AND MUST SPEND THE REST OF MY LIFE AS A FEMINIZED SISSY SLAVE. MISTRESS JADE HAS PROMISED TO NEVER SET ME FREE.

HUMILIATION FOR A SISSY SLAVE..



THIS IS JUST THREE OF THE MANY PHOTOS TAKEN BY MISTRESS JADE THAT SHE KEEPS IN HER POSSESSION AND WILL SEND TO ALL MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY IF I EVER ATTEMPT TO RESIST MY FEMINIZATION OR TRY TO BACK OUT OF BECOMING HER PERMANENT SISSY SLAVE.

I WANTED TO BE FEMINIZED AND LIVE MY LIFE AS A SISSY SLAVE, BUT I KNEW THAT I WOULD CHICKEN OUT, I WOULD RESIST AND TRY TO GET OUT OF GOING ALL THE WAY WITH THIS. I HAVE BEEN THROUGH THIS BEFORE, WANTING DESPERATELY TO BE FEMINIZED AND BECOME THE SLAVE OF A STRICT DOMINANT MISTRESS, AND WHEN IT STARTED TO HAPPEN AND I WAS BECOMING A SISSY SLAVE, I GOT SCARED AND CHANGED MY MIND, I BACKED OUT AND RAN AWAY.

BUT NOW, AFTER GIVING ALL THESE PHOTOS TO MISTRESS JADE, AND KNOWING SHE WILL SEND THEN, I HAVE NO ESCAPE AND MUST OBEY HER AND BECOME HER FEMINIZED SISSY SLAVE FOR LIFE. THIS IS WHAT I WANT TO HAPPEN AND NOW THESE PHOTOS WILL ENSURE THAT I CANNOT EVER CHANGE MY MIND, CAN NEVER TRY TO BACK OUT AND I AM NOW THE PROPERTY OF MISTRESS JADE AND SHE WILL KEEP ME AS HER FEMINIZED SISSY SLAVE, HOPEFULLY NEVER TO BE SET FREE.




Thursday, October 1, 2009

MY FEMINIZATION DESIRES

MY DESIRE TO BE FEMINIZED WAS ALWAYS SOMETHING I DID NOT UNDERSTAND, I JUST KNEW IT WAS WHAT I TRULY WANTED.
I ALSO KNEW THAT THERE WOULD COME A TIME WHEN I TRIED TO BACK OUT OF IT, AS I HAD DONE IN THE PAST. SO THIS TIME, THERE HAD TO BE NO WAY OUT, NO ESCAPE, AND ONCE THE PROCESS OF MY FEMINIZATION STARTED, I WANTED IT TO CONTINUE FOR LIFE.







Thursday, May 28, 2009

FEMINIZED SISSY SLAVE LAURA

I NEVER BELIEVED THAT MISTRESS JADE WOULD REALLY FEMINIZE ME, I THOUGHT IT WOULD BE A BIT OF DRESSING UP AND SOME BONDAGE AND JUST A BIT OF FUN.

THEN I REALIZED SHE WAS SERIOUS ABOUT MAKING ME A FEMINIZED SISSY SLAVE AND I STARTED TO HAVE SECOND THOUGHTS, AND I KNEW THAT I WOULD BACK OUT OF THIS IF GIVEN THE CHANCE.

I DID WANT TO BE A FEMINIZED SISSY SLAVE, BUT A PART OF ME WAS SAYING NO TO THIS.

I DISCUSSED THIS WITH MISTRESS JADE AND IT WAS DECIDED THAT THERE HAD TO BE SOME WAY FOR HER TO FORCE THIS ON ME, THAT SHE HAD TO HAVE A STRONG HOLD OVER ME SO THERE WOULD BE NO BACKING OUT.

WE DECIDED TO TAKE LOTS OF PHOTOS OF ME DRESSED IN FEMALE CLOTHES, PHOTOS OF ME IN BONDAGE, AND THEN I GAVE HER ALL THE EMAIL AND POSTAL ADDRESSES OF ALL MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY, AND TOLD HER THAT IF I ATTEMPT TO BACK OUT THEN SHE MUST SEND THESE PHOTOS TO EVERYONE. FROM NOW ON, I MUST OBEY HER INSTANTLY, AND MISTRESS WILL PROCEED WITH MY FEMINIZATION IN ANY WAY SHE SEES FIT, AND I WILL SUBMIT TOTALLY TO HER AND BECOME HER FEMINIZED SISSY SLAVE FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE. THERE IS NO ESCAPE FOR ME NOW.