I HAVE BEEN WEARING WOMAN'S CLOTHES SINCE I WAS 13, WHEN I TRIED ON MY MOTHERS CLOTHES AND I MASTURBATED. IT WAS SUCH AN AMAZING AND EROTIC EXPERIENCE THAT I KNEW I WOULD DO IT AGAIN. SOON I WAS WEARING MY SISTERS CLOTHES TWO OR THREE TIMES A WEEK AND ALWAYS MASTURBATING. BUT WITH TWO BROTHERS AND THREE SISTERS, THERE WAS A BIG RISK OF GETTING CAUGHT AND HUMILIATED, SO I TRIED NOT TO DO IT SO OFTEN.
EVENTUALLY I MOVED OUT OF HOME AND WAS ABLE TO DRESS UP WHENEVER I FELT LIKE IT, SO I WORE FEMALE CLOTHES MOST OF THE TIME. BUT I WANTED MORE THAN TO JUST DRESS UP AND MASTURBATE.
I STARTED GOING OUT AS LAURA, DRESSED IN FEMALE CLOTHES, HIGH HEEL SHOES AND MAKEUP, AND FOUND CLUBS AND BARS WHERE THERE WERE OTHER PEOPLE LIKE ME, AND ALSO MEN WHO WANTED TO TAKE YOU OUT AND TREAT YOU LIKE A GIRL. OF COURSE THESE MEN ALSO WANTED SEX BUT MY FEELING WAS THAT I WANTED TO ACT LIKE A GIRL AND LOOK LIKE A GIRL, SO I SHOULD HAVE SEX LIKE A GIRL.
AND SO BEGAN A SERIES OF RELATIONSHIPS WITH MEN AND I LEARNED TO GIVE THEM SEXUAL PLEASURE, BOTH ORAL AND ANAL SEX. I RATHER ENJOYED IT TOO.
THEN I MET ONE MAN, STEVEN, WHO WAS RICH AND WAS A LAWYER, HE HAD A LOVELY HOUSE, AND HE ALSO HAD ONE ROOM IN HIS HOUSE CONVERTED INTO A DUNGEON. THIS WAS MY FIRST TASTE OF BONDAGE AND I LOVED IT INSTANTLY. IT WAS SO FANTASTIC TO BE CHAINED UP OR LOCKED INTO LEATHER HARNESS, TO BE GAGGED AND WHIPPED AND TREATED AS A SLAVE. HE ALSO BOUGHT ME LOVELY FEMALE CLOTHES AND JEWELRY AND SO I BECAME HIS SLAVE. I MOVED IN WITH HIM AND WAS DRESSED UP FULL TIME, WE HAD AMAZING SEX TOGETHER AND THE BONDAGE WAS JUST SO GOOD, I LOVED IT.
BUT STEVEN WAS POSSESSIVE, HE HATED ME EVEN TALKING TO ANYONE ELSE AND TOLD ME I WAS NOT TO LEAVE THE HOUSE WHILE HE WAS AT WORK. I WAS 19, AND I GOT BORED SITTING AROUND ALL DAY WAITING FOR HIM TO COME HOME, AND I MADE THE FOOLISH MISTAKE OF MOVING OUT.
I SAY FOOLISH, BECAUSE SOON AFTER I LEFT, I MISSED IT SO MUCH, DRESSING UP EVERY DAY AND ALL THAT FANTASTIC BONDAGE, BUT THERE WAS NO GOING BACK TO HIM, IT WAS OVER BETWEEN US.
I DECIDED TO STOP DRESSING UP FOR A WHILE, I STARTED GOING OUT WITH GIRLS AND HAVING STRAIGHT SEX WITH THEM. BUT AFTER A WHILE I KNEW I WANTED TO HAVE SEX WITH THESE WOMEN WHILE I WAS ALSO DRESSED UP AS A WOMAN. NOT A LOT OF WOMEN CAN DEAL WITH A MAN WEARING FEMALE CLOTHES, BUT I DID FIND A FEW AND HAD SOME NICE FUN, DOING SOME BONDAGE WITH THEM AS WELL. THE PROBLEM IS THAT I WANT IT ALL THE TIME, AND WOMEN LIKE TO DO OTHER THINGS AND HAVE OTHER MORE NORMAL SEX TOO, AND WHEN I WANT TO DRESS UP ALL THE TIME, THE RELATIONSHIP WOULD END.
ONCE MORE I STOPPED DRESSING UP, AND MET A LOVELY WOMAN AND WE GOT MARRIED. I DIDN'T DRESS UP FOR A COUPLE OF YEARS, BUT SOON THE OLD DESIRES RETURN AND I STARTED TO BUY FEMALE CLOTHES AND MAKEUP, AND WHEN THE WIFE WAS OUT FOR THE DAY, I WOULD DRESS UP.
ONE DAY SHE CAME HOME EARLY AND CAUGHT ME DRESSED UP. SHE COULD NOT BELIEVE WHAT SHE SAW, AND DID NOT HANDLE IT VERY WELL.
SHE MADE ME BURN ALL THE CLOTHES AND SAID THIS WAS LIKE SOME SICK PERVERSION, BUT IF I PROMISED NEVER TO DO IT AGAIN, THEN SHE WOULD STAY WITH ME. BUT I COULD NOT STOP AND BOUGHT MORE CLOTHES AND EVENTUALLY SHE CAUGHT ME AGAIN AND WE GOT DIVORCED. MY DRESSING UP HAD COST ME MY MARRIAGE.
SOME MONTHS AFTER THAT, I MET A WOMAN AND I TOLD HER AT THE START THAT I LIKED TO WEAR FEMALE CLOTHES. MUCH TO MY SURPRISE AND DELIGHT, SHE WAS COOL WITH IT, AND AS WE EXPERIMENTED SEXUALLY, WITH ME DRESSED UP, IT TURNS OUT SHE LIKED TO BE DOMINANT AND RATHER ENJOYED THE IDEA THAT I DRESS UP AND BECOME HER SUBMISSIVE SLAVE. WE HAD TWO WONDERFUL YEARS AS MISTRESS AND SLAVE, I BUILT UP A LARGE COLLECTION OF FEMALE CLOTHES AND BONDAGE THINGS AND LIFE SEEMED JUST PERFECT.
THEN ONE DAY SHE TOLD ME SHE WAS PREGNANT, AND AS WE HAD A BABY COMING, WE SHOULD STOP THE DRESSING UP AND THE BONDAGE AND WE SHOULD JUST BE A NORMAL COUPLE AND HAVE A NORMAL LIFE WITH A BABY. I TRIED TO TALK TO HER ABOUT THIS, BUT SHE HAD MADE UP HER MIND, AND ONE DAY WHILE I WAS AT WORK, SHE BURNT EVERYTHING.
ONCE AGAIN I HAD TO PROMISE TO NEVER DRESS UP, BUT OF COURSE I HAD TO DO IT, SO IT WAS BACK TO THE SECRET DRESSING UP AND OF COURSE GETTING CAUGHT BY HER. SHE DID GIVE ME SEVERAL CHANCES, BUT EVENTUALLY SHE TOOK THE CHILD AND LEFT ME.
AFTER THAT, I KNEW THAT I MUST MAKE A DECISION, DO I GIVE UP THE DRESSING UP AND HAVE A NORMAL LIFE, OR DO I CONTINUE WITH THE CLOTHES AND TRY TO FIND A WOMAN WHO WILL ACCEPT ME AS I AM.
I DECIDED THAT I COULD NOT STOP DRESSING UP, AND SO SET OUT LOOKING FOR WOMEN THAT COULD ACCEPT ME DRESSED UP.
I DID FIND SOME AND HAD SOME LOVELY EXPERIENCES, BUT NEVER FOUND A WOMAN THAT WANTED TO HAVE A PERMANENT RELATIONSHIP WITH ME AND LET ME DRESS UP ALL THE TIME. LATER ON, WITH THE INTERNET, I FOUND MANY PEOPLE LIKE MYSELF WHO DRESSED UP, AND EVEN PEOPLE WHO HAD WIVES AND GIRLFRIENDS WHO ACCEPTED ALL THIS. SO I KNEW I STILL HAD A CHANCE TO FIND SOMEONE, BUT IT WAS TIME TO BE HONEST.
THE TRUTH WAS THAT DRESSING UP WAS NO LONGER ENOUGH FOR ME, AND AFTER SEEING THINGS ON THE INTERNET, I FELT THAT WHAT I REALLY WANTED WAS TO SUBMIT TO A DOMINANT MISTRESS, AND HAVE HER SOMEHOW FORCE ME TO DRESS UP ALL THE TIME AND TO BE TRANSFORMED INTO HER FEMINIZED SISSY SLAVE.
I WENT ON SEVERAL WEBSITES AND SAID THIS IS WHAT I REALLY WANT AND IT WAS NOT A GAME FOR ME, I WANT A WOMAN TO FEMINIZE ME.
I DID GET A LOT OF RESPONSES, BUT MOST WERE WOMEN WHO LIKED TO PLAY WITH THIS STUFF, PRETEND IT WAS REAL, BUT THEY DIDN'T REALLY WANT A SISSY SLAVE. STILL, I DID ENJOY WHAT WE DID TOGETHER.
THEN I MET MISTRESS CARLA, AND SHE WAS SERIOUS, SHE ENJOYED THE WHOLE THING OF TAKING MALES AND TURNING THEM INTO FEMINIZED SISSIES, AND WANTED TO GET STARTED RIGHT AWAY. I TOLD HER I WAS SERIOUS TOO, AND SAID I WOULD OBEY HER AND BE HER SLAVE.
THINGS WENT REALLY WELL FOR A WHILE, SHE HAD ME DRESSING UP ALL THE TIME, DID LOTS OF BONDAGE AND I WAS BEING TRAINED TO SERVE HER AS A SISSY SLAVE. BUT SHE WOULD NOT HAVE SEX WITH ME, AND SHE INSISTED THAT WOMEN DO NOT WANT TO HAVE SEX WITH SISSIES, AND SHE FELT THAT I SHOULD BE TRAINED TO HAVE SEX WITH MEN, THAT A REAL SISSY SLAVE IS THERE FOR THE SEXUAL PLEASURE OF MEN.
I WANTED TO BE FEMINIZED, AND I WANTED TO BE HER SISSY SLAVE, BUT I WANTED TO HAVE SEX WITH HER, NOT BE GIVEN TO MEN FOR SEX.
I CHANGED MY MIND ABOUT THE WHOLE THING, IT WAS NOT GOING AS I EXPECTED SO I BACKED OUT AND WALKED AWAY.
LATER ON, AS I THOUGHT ABOUT ALL THIS, I UNDERSTOOD, THAT IF I SUBMIT, THEN IT IS NOT UP TO ME WHAT HAPPENS, AND IT IS UP TO THE MISTRESS TO DO WITH HER SISSY SLAVE AS SHE SEES FIT. I ALSO KNEW THAT IF I EVER FOUND ANOTHER MISTRESS TO FEMINIZE ME, THEN THE SAME THING MIGHT HAPPEN AGAIN, I WOULD MOST LIKELY BE GIVEN TO MEN TO SATISFY THEIR SEXUAL DESIRES, NOT GET SEX WITH THE MISTRESS AND WOULD I JUST BACK OUT ALL OVER AGAIN.
I MADE A DECISION THAT IF I WAS LUCKY ENOUGH TO FIND ANOTHER MISTRESS THAT WILL FEMINIZE ME AND MAKE ME THEIR SISSY SLAVE, THEN I WOULD NOT BACK OUT, I WOULD FIND SOME WAY TO MAKE SURE I DIDN'T BACK OUT AND I WOULD GO THROUGH WITH THIS, BECAUSE IT WAS AFTER ALL, WHAT I TRULY WANTED, TO BE A REAL FEMINIZED SISSY SLAVE.
IT TOOK SOME TIME, BUT EVENTUALLY I MET MISTRESS JADE, AND I TOLD HER I WAS VERY SERIOUS ABOUT BEING A FEMINIZED SISSY SLAVE. I ALSO TOLD HER ABOUT THE PAST AND HOW I HAD BACKED OUT BEFORE, WHEN THINGS DID NOT GO MY WAY, BUT I NOW PROMISED THAT I WOULD GO THROUGH WITH WHATEVER SHE WANTED TO DO TO ME, AND MAYBE WE NEEDED TO THINK OF SOME WAY TO STOP ME BACKING OUT, MAKE IT SO I CAN NOT CHANGE MY MIND, AND SHE CAN HAVE SOME WAY OF KEEPING ME TO MY WORD. I TOLD HER IT WAS MY TRUE AND HONEST DESIRE TO BECOME HER FEMINIZED SISSY SLAVE AND I WANTED THERE TO BE NO WAY I COULD CHANGE MY MIND OR BACK OUT OF THIS, I WILL DO WHATEVER IT TAKES TO BECOME HER FEMINIZED SISSY SLAVE FOR LIFE.
